I missed you , MAK

Mak, Kaklong rindu. Terima kasih atas segalanya.

Adulthood

Now that you’re gone, I need adult myself. Facing the world, putting smiles on. I’m trying, starting with pulling my thoughts out one at a time and comprehend. Someday, I'll wish upon the star.

Terpaling rindu

 25/9/22

Mak..

Kaklong tak kuat. 

Kaklong rindu mak. 

Kaklong tau anip ada, adik2 ada, Allah ada, tapi..

Kaklong tak kuat, Kaklong perlukan mak, Kaklong perlukan sumber kekuatan Kaklong. 

You’re the bravest one I knew I had.

At times like this, i really wish that i can leave it all, i can’t face it.. life, work, putting masks on to the world, showing smiles, laugh n all that. I can’t. It breaks me. I think i may have broken myself. Maybe.. 

Al-Fatihah.

Mak, kaklong tak kuat. Kaklong rindu mak.

Kaklong rasa sendiri, selfless. 

Mak je tempat kaklong mengadu, mak je yg paham kaklong. Di saat kaklong rasa kaklong sendiri, taktau nak luah kat siapa, kaklong biasa luah kat mak, tp mak dah takde. kAdang2 ada cerita yg tak dpt kita luah kat suami, adik2.. 

skang mak da takde. Kaklong nak luah kat siapa? Kaklong tau Allah ada, mak pun akan cakap macam ni, tapi kaklong rasa tersepit, macam takde siapa yang boleh relate.